My Footprints

Today, from the moment I let sunshine touched my eyes, I realized that today, I'm gonna have the whole day by my own. Spacing out, having my brain to work on things, I've questioned myself a lot, regrading anything, anyone, that I, myself can relate to.

who. what. when. where. why. how. and etc.

These are mainly the six Ws, there's all the components a journalist needs to have a story.

As to me, they are the questions that's been playing in my mind and those questions are not meant to be solved. Normally, when I'm on these kind of situation, I would be greatly demotivated and it's hard for me to deal with it. But today, it seems different somehow, my mind managed to remain calm this time.

what's my purpose in life?
why this life?
what I really want?
why this pain?
why am I enduring it?
how will the pain go away?

and the list goes on..

At this state, despite being calm and all, I still felt so lost. so clueless. so powerless. and so helpless in a way. Thinking the possible ways to reveal those unknown answers. Still, nothing.

Being as positive as I can be, I turned and walked away, decorated with a smile.

sometimes, wonderful things, do hurt.

Women are like apples and the best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men do not want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that are not as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

Good men are like fine wine. They begin as grapes and it is up to women to wait until they are made into fine wine.

friendship when it all started,

While I was browsing through my Facebook, there's a link posted by a friend of mine, it's a song. This song struck my attention once I layed my eyes on the title of the song.

"Officially Missing You"

This song was originally sang by Tamia, but no offense to the actual singer of the song, I prefer the version of Janice and Sonia presented. Whatever It is, it's still indeed a beautiful song.

Here's the video of Janice and Sonia doing the cover of the song.



and here's the lyrics :-

Hi there everyone,

I just got back after my normal "lim teh" routine session with ma peeps in Subang. It's just the usual, us, hanging out together crapping about our lifes for the past week. Nothing much to bring up on that though.

So, come back to what I originally intended to share.

Firstly, let's start with my college story, I'm now studying in SEGi College Subang Jaya, still in progress on my Hotel Management course. This sem has been a rollercoaster ride for me, it started off pretty shaky, I've been very quiet through out the starting of the semester, having a hard time blending in with the group of new faces. But soon, it gets better and better after having few classes together. It turns out very well in the end, made a lot of new friends and I felt good working with them in a group, a team. Putting aside the good part, there's one thing I don't feel comfortable with, that's my lecturer. I do not know why, but she loves finding trouble with me, making fun of me, teasing me in class, and she never fail to find opportunity to have something about me to mock about. Today's class, she cursed me meeting an accident, and not to mention my nickname in class, RayRay.. thanks to her >.<". To sum up all this, it's still a nice experience being in SEGi, especially the coursemates I have now. 

And then, 

Recently, I've been listening to this song, Colbie Caillat's "Falling For You" and there's no doubt about it being a great song, it has very good lyrics, nice rhythm and Colbie's excellent voice to go with it. I'm not trying to promote the song or anything, there is a reason I brought this up, there is a reason why this song always on my mind and ears. Somehow, this particular song always reminds me of someone very special to me, someone I cherish most, someone really important to me in my life. She's back at her hometown enjoying her holidays now and I'm 2 hours ride away from her. I miss her so much, I miss everything about her. As she said absense makes the heart grow fonder, I believe this and I'm really eager and looking forward to our next rendezvous. Really am anticipating it.

Let's kick start with this blog !

maybe perhaps a little introduction from me,

*curtain arise*

*ahem ahem*

The name's Raymond, and this is my first ever experience blogging so mind me if I did it wrongly. Despite of my lack of experience in blogging, I do read blogs from a lot of different sources. I do realized that blogging enable someone to share their life experiences with the world, and by reading all those stories I've read, it gives me an opportunity to learn and widen my sight. Now, it's my turn to contribute in sharing my part of life to the world. There will be more stories of mine coming as time goes by, but for now, I'll put a full stop to this post. There is one more thing about blogging, once you started blogging, you'll only get better. Cheers :D

*clap clap*

*curtain falls*